MY BABYS A DANCER IN THE DARK!

OKAY PEEPS. I KNOW IT HAS BEEN TO LONG SINCE I HAVE POSTED CHAPTERS OG AGAIN. SO HERE IS ONE. IM SO SORRY I HAVENT POSTED ANY BUT SCHOOL DOESNT LET ME.

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ADRIAN WALKED TO LINNA. HE LISTENED TO HEAR HEART. IT WAS THERE, BUT DISSAPEARING. HE FELT DESPAIR SWEEP OVER HIM. BUT THEN SOMETHING OVER TOOK HIM. NO, NEVER AGAIN, HE WOULDNT LOSE SOMETHING HE LOVED. HE BROKE THE CHAINS OFF HER WRISTS, AND FEET,. BRINGING HER DOWN SLOWLY. HE LAYED HER DOWN ON THE GROUND. HE HEARD HER HEART STUTTER. SHE DIDNT HAVE ANY BLOOD LEFT. SO HE HAD TO GIVE HER SOME. HE BIT HIS WRIST, AND PRESSED IT TO HER LIPS, URGING HER TO DRINK. SHE DRANK, BUT NOT ENOUGH. HER HEART STOPPED COMPLETLY. HE URGED MORE BLOOD DOWN HER THROAT. HE WAS TO LATE. HE GATHERED HER TO HIM. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN CENTURIES, A TEAR SLID DOWN HIS CHEEK. THEN ANOTHER. HE HAD BEEN TO LATE. HE WAS ALWAYS TO LATE. HE PRESSED HIS LIPS TO HERS. WILLING HER TO COME BACK TO HIM. TO BE WITH HIM IN THIS COLD AND LONELY WORLD. HE HUGGED HER TIGHTER. HIS SOBS SHOOK HIS WHOLE BODY. FOR HIS ONE AND ONLY LOVE.

ADRIAN SEARCHED FOR LINNA SHE WASNT AT HER HOUSE. HE SEARCHED FARTHER. FINALLY HE FOUND HER. SHE WAS AT A WAREHOUSE. WHAT WAS LINNA DOING HERE. THE WAREHOUSE WAS ALL THE WAY IN THE WOODS THAT SORROUNDED THE TOWN THEY LIVED IN. HE PUSHED THE WAREHOUSE DOOR OPEN. HE SLOLY STEPPED INSIDE. ITS WAS DARK WHY WOULD LINNA REALLY BE HERE.  HE LET THE WAREHOUSE DOOR CLOSE. SUDDENLY LIGHT BLAZED ON, HE LOOKED AROUND. HE FOUND LINNA CHAINED TO A WALL. HE QUICKLY WAS BY HER SIDE. THERE WAS A HUGE GASH ON THE SIDE OF HER NECK. HE QUICKLY TOOK A HANKERCHIEF FROM HIS POCKET AND PRESSED IT TO THE SIDE OF HER NECK. HE LISTEND TO HER HEART. IT WAS THERE BUT FAINT.

"LINNA DARLING WAKE UP."

"LINNA, DARLING..."

ADRIAN TURNED HIS HEAD ONLY TO FIND MARCUS STANDING THERE. HIS ANGER OVERCAME HIS URGE TO TAKE CARE OF LINNA. HE WALKED TOWARD MARCUS.

"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?"

"IM GOING TO MAKE HER MINE. I JUST NEED TO TAKE A LITTLE MORE BLOOD FROM HER AND GIVE HER MINE. SHE WILL ALWAYS BE MINE AFTER THAT. I DIDNT WANT TO TURN HER JUST YET. I WANT TO HER TO SEE HOW YOU DIE."

HE GAVE AN EVIL LAUGH. HE SNAPPED HIS FINGERS. TWO BIG BURLY MEN CAME OUT OF THE SHADOWS.

"KILL HIM."

ADRIAN BACKED AWAY. HE LOOKED AT THE MEN. THEIR EYES WERE BLANK. HE LOOKED AT MARCUS WHO HAD GONE TO SIT DOWN ON A BARREL NEAR LINNA. HE STARTED TO TALK TO HER.

"LINNA OPEN YOUR EYES. I WANT YOU TO SEE THIS."

LINNA SLOWLY OPENED HER EYES. HER HEAD WAS THROBBING. SHE TRIED TO STRINGTEN HER NECK BUT IT ONLY HURT BADLY THAT IT MADE HER CRY OUT. SHE TRIED MOVING HER HANDS BUT FOUND OUT THEY WERE CHAINED TO A WALL. SHE LOOKED AROUND FRANTICALLY AND FOUND ADRIAN BEING ATTACKED BY TWO MEN. HE LOOKED AT HER WHILE HE DUCKED PUNCHE AND JUMPED KICKS. HE GRABBED ON OF THE MEN BY THE NECK AND BROKE ITS NECK. HE TRIPPED THE OTHER ONE AND SMASHED HIS WINDPIPE WITH HIS BOOT TO ITS NECK. THEN HE TORE OFF THE HEAD. HE QUICKLY WALKED TOWARDS MARCUS. HE GRABBED HIM BY THE LAPELS OF HIS JACKET AND THREW HI AGAINST A WALL AT THE FAR END OF THE WAREHOUSE. MARCUS REALLY WASNT A MACTH FOR ADIAN HE HAD ALWAYS BEEN WEAKER.  MARCUS FELL TO THE FGROUND.  ADRIAN WENT TO GET A SHOVEL THAT WAS AT THE FAR END OF THE WAREHOUSE.  MARCUS TRIED TO CHARGE HIM. HE MANAGED TO STRIKE ADRIAN ACROSS THE FACE.  LEAVING 3 LONG SCRATCHES ACROSS ADRIANS FACE. ADRIAN JUST SMILED AND SMASHED THE FLAT SIDE OF THE SHOVEL AGAINST MACUS'S HEAD.SENDING HIM FLYING AGAINST ANOTHER WALL. MARCUS QUICKLY GOT UP. THEN DISSAPEARED. HE REAPERRED NEXT TO LINNA. ADRIAN GOT THE SHOVEL READY FOR THE NEXT STRIKE. BUT THEN MARCUS SHOOK HIS HEAD.

"IF I WERE YOU I WOULDNT DO THAT."

MARCUS REACHED INSIDE HIS JACKET. HE PULLED OUT A DAGGER. THE HANDLE WAS GOLD WITH RUBIES AND EMERALDS IN IT. THE BLADE WAS SILVER AND SHARP. ADRIAN TOOK A STEP BACK.

"THATS RIGHT. BE VERY CAREFUL. WHERE SHOULD I CUT HER. HER NECK OR WRISTS. OR PROBLABLY I SHOULD JUST STAB HER. "

ADRIAN SHOOK HIS HEAD.

"I KNEW IT YOU WANT ME TO SLIT HER WRISTS. OF COURSE, SHE DOESNT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT. "

MARCUS GRABBED LINNAS HAND BENDING IT BACK. AND WHILE LOOKING AT ADRIAN HE SLID THE DAGGER ACROSS LINNA'S INNER WRIST.BLOOD FLOWED FROM THE WOUND. MARCUS MOVED TO THE OTHER HAND. BUT BEFORE HE COULD DO ANYTHING ADRIAN WAS BY HIS SIDE. ADRIAN GRABBED THE DAGGER FROM MARCUS'S HAND AND DROVE IT INTO MARCUS'S HEART. THEN ADRIAN PULLED THE DAGGER OUT AND SLIT MARCUS'S THROAT. MARCUS FELL ON HIS BACK. ADRIAN STEPPED OVER HIM, HE BRKE HIS NECK FOR GOOD MESURE.

"SORRY BIG BROTHER BUT I CANT YOU DESTROY MY LOVE."

LINNA WOKE-UP, AND INSTANTLY KNEW ADRIAN WASNT THERE BESIDES HER. WHEN WAS HE GOING TO LEARN THAT SHE DIDNT LIKE WAKING UP ALONE. SHE DIDNT CARE IF HE WAS DEAD WHEN SHE WOKE UP. WELL IT WOULD BE KINDA CREEPY BUT SHE WOULD GET USED TO IT. ONE OF THIS DAYS SHE WAS GOING TO HAVE TO TALK TO HIM. SHE GOT UP AND DRESSED. SHE WENT DOWNSTAIRS AND FOUND ADRIANS CHAFFEUR. HE TOOK HER HOME. WHEN THEY GOT THERE SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE CAR. BUT SOMETHING DIDNT FEEL RIGHT. BUT SHE SHRUGGED IT OFF. SHE WENT UP TO THE PORCH. AND WAVED GOODBYE TO THE CHAFFEUR. THEN SHE UNLOCKED THE DOOR TO HER HOUSE. SHE STEPPED INSIDE. INSTATLY A HAND COVERED HER MOUTH. A STEEL HARD ARM BROUGHT HER AGAINST A HARD CHEST.

"MY MASTER WANT YOU, BEAUTIFUL, AND HE WILL HAVE YOU."

 

 

(SHORT BUT I GAVE YOU TWO TODAY!!!!!!!)

"WHO IS HE?"

"WHOS WHO?"

LINNA SAT ON ADRIANS BED, WHILE HE KNELT IN FRONT OF HE, HELPING HER UNTIE THE LACES OF HER BOOTS. HER HAND WENT TO THE HEM OF HER SWEATER., PULLING IT UP AND OVER HER HEAD. LEAVING HER IN HER TANK TOP.

"WHO IS MARCUS?"

"NOBODY NOW STAND UP."

SHE DIDNT STAND UP. SHE GOT A DEFIANT LOOK IN HER EYES. SHE CROSSED HER ARMS OVER HER BREASTS. PUSHING THE HIGHER. HIS MOUTH WATERED, HE FELT HIS FANGS PRICK HIS TOUNG.

"WHO IS HE? I WANT TO KNOW OR YOUR NOT GETTING ANYTHING FROM ME TONIGHT."

"HMMM, WELL SE ABOUT THAT."

"IM SERIOUS, TELL ME ABOUT HIM."

"I WONT I TOLD YOU HES NOBODY."

"I DONT THINK SO. HE OBIOULY SOMEONE WHO GET ON YOUR NERVES. IN THE CLUB YOU TWO LOOKED ABOUT READY TO KILL EACH OTHER."

WELL IF YOU MUST KNOW HIS MY "BIG" BROTHER"

"HMMM, HOW DID YOU TWO BECOME VAMPIRES. I WANT TO KNOW HOW THAT HAPPENED."

"WELL MARCUS ALWAYS WANTED WHAT I HAVE. I FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS DARK BEAUTIFUL GIRL. AT THE TIME I DIDNT KNOW THIS BUT SHE WORKED IN A BAR. SO I FOLLOWED HER THERE. SHE WAS A VAMPIRE. I WENT EVERY NIGHT BECAUSE THATS WHEN SHE WAS THERE. I GUESS ONE TIME MARCUS FOLLOWED ME, AND SAW HOW I LOOKED AT HER. THAT NIGHT I TOOK HER TO BED. THAT SAME NIGHT SHE TURNED ME INTO A VAMPIRE.  YOU HAVE TO BELIVE ME I WAS IN LOVE WITH HER I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HER. MARCUS NEVER TOLD ME HOW HE HAD BECOMED A VAMPIRE. BUT I KNEW HE HAD GONE TO HER. I DISSAPERED BUT HE FOUND ME HERE. HE DOES NOT KNOW WHERE I LIVE. BUT HE WANTS YOU I KNOW THAT MUCH. BUT HE WILL NEVER HAVE YOU."

LINNA STAYED QUITE FOR A MOMENT, ABSORBING IT ALL. THEN STOOD UP.

"WOW WANTED BY TWO VAMPIRES. THATS GREAT."

"NO IT IS NOT."

"WHY NOT?"

"BECAUSE HE WILL NOT BE GENTLE WITH YOU.  HE WILL ONLY SEEK HIS PLESURE AND NOT GIVE YOU YOURS. IF FINDING HIS PLESURE MEANS HURTING YOU HE WILL DO IT."

"OH REALLY. I THINK I PREFER THE LITTLE BROTHER."

"WHY?"

"BECAUSE THE LITTLE BROTHER GIVE ME MY PLESURE."

SHE WALKED TOWARDS HIM AS SHE SAID THIS. HE TOOK HER HAND AND KISSED HER FINGERTIPS. HE PULLED HER FOWARD, WRAPING HIS ARM AROUND HER WAIST. HE CUPPED HER CHIN, TILTING HER HEAD UP. HE SLOWLY BROUGHT HIS LIPS DOWN ON HERS. HE KISSED HER SLOWLY. BUTTERFLY KISSES. SHE PUT HER HAND ON EITHER SIDE OF HIS HEAD PRESSING HER LIPS HARDER AGAISNT HIS. HE BIT HIS BOTTOM LIP AND SUCKED IT INTO HER MOUTH. HIS HANDS SLID UNDER HER TANK TOP...

 

(SORRY PEOPLE YOU HAVE TO USE YOUR IMAGINATION. IMA POST ANOTHER CHAPTER SO THIS ONE GOING TO STAY LIKE THIS. JUST USE IMAGINATION!!!!!!)

MARCUS PACED HIS STUDY. HE WANTED THAT GIRL. HE NEW WHY HE WANTED HER IT WAS BECAUSE ADRIAN HAD HER. AND WHATEVER ADRIAN HAD HE WANTED. HIS LITTLE BROTHER ALWAYS GOT WHAT HE WANTED. THE LOVE OF HIS PARENTS, WOMEN, MONEY, EVERYTHING EVERYTHING. BUT NOW IT WAS HIS TURN, YES, HIS TURN. AND HE WANTED LINNA. IF HE COULDNT HAVE HER NOBODY COULD.

 

(SORRY PEOLE SO SHORT BUT ITS ALL WORTH IT IN THE END YOULL SEE.)

LINNA LOOKED BACK AT DANI. THERE WAS FEAR IN HER EYES. SHE LOOKED AT MARCUS. HE SMILED AT HER. THEN WINKED. HE LOOKED HER UP AND DOWN PURE PLESURE IN HIS EYES.

"WAIT WHY DONT YOU STAY."

ADRIAN LOOKED AT MARCUS.

"WE CANNOT STAY. NOT WITH THIS HAZARD HERE."

HE SAID NODDING TOWARDS DANI.

"DO NOT WORRY ABOUT HER. SHE WILL NOT BOTHER YOU AGAIN. I WILL MAKE SURE OF IT."

MARCUS LOOKED AT DANI. SHE ONLY LOOKED DOWN.

"MARCUS WE CANNOT STAY."

"OH, DONT SAY THAT. YOU KNOW YOU CAN."

"NO WE CANT. LINNA WANTS TO GO."

"LINNA HASNT SAID ANYTHING." DANI SAID.

ADRIAN LOOKED AT HER SHE ONLY AVERTED HER EYES.

"I WILL NOT STAY."

LINNA LOOKED AT MARCUS. SHE STUDIED HIM. HE HAD BLOND HAIR. HIS EYES WERE MIDNIGHT BLUE. SHE LOOKED AT ADRIAN. THERE MUST BE A CONNECTION. THEY ODDLY RESEMBLED EACH OTHER. THE AIR WAS POSITIVELY FILLED WITH TENSION. THEY BOTH SEEMED ABOUT READY TO POUNCE ON EACH OTHER. BUT BEFORE SHE COULD SAY OR DO ANYTHING SHE WAS BEING PUSHED TO THE EXIT.

LINNA DIDN’T WANT TO BE HERE. SHE DIDN’T LIKE HOW THEY LOOKED AT HER. THE HUNGER IN THEIR EYES.

“ADRIAN I DON’T WANT TO BE HERE. I DON’T LIKE THE WAY THEY LOOK AT ME.”

“DARLING YOUR HUMAN THAT’S ALL I HAVE TO SAY.”

THEY WERE IN A CLUB IN THE OUTSKIRST OF TOWN. ONLY VAMPIRES AND SOME HUMANS CAME HERE. SHE LOOKED AROUND FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE THEY HAD GOTTEN HERE. THERE WERE ALCOVES IN THE WALLS. THEY WERE FILLED WITH PILLOWS AND THROWS. SOME OF THEM WERE ALLREADY OCCUPIED WITH VAMPIRES HAVING SEX AND OTHER WITH VAMPIRES AND HUMANS. She looked back down.

“HEY ADRIAN, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?”

“HELLO DANI. IM HERE WITH MY GIRLFRIEND.”

“OH REALLY. WHO IS SHE?”

“hER.”

HE POINTED TOWARDS LINNA WHO WAS LOOKING AT HER SHOES. AND DIDN’T NOTICE ADRIAN POINTING AT HER.

“LINNA COME HERE.”

“WHAT YOU DON’T TELL ME WHAT TO DO.”

DANI LAUGHED.

“WELL IT SEEMS YOU HAVE HER UNDER CONTROL. WHY DON’T YOU JUST COME WITH ME AND LEAVE HER. IM MUCH FUNNER.”

SHE PRESSED HERSELF AGAINST ADRIAN. MAKING LINNA WANT TO RIP HER THROAT OUT.

“WHY DON’T YOU JUST LEAVE HIM ALONE? CANT YOU SEE THE DISGUST IN HIS EYES.”

DANI TURNED TO LOOK AT HER. ANGER IN HER EYES.

“OH SO IT SPEAKS, WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT. YOU WILL PAY FOR YOUR IMPERTINANCE.”

“OHHH IM SO SCARED.”

DANI GRABBED LINNA BY THE THROAT. BUT BEFORE SHE COULD DO ANYTHING SHE FELT HERSELF BEING THROWN INTO THE GROUND. SHE LOOKED UP AT ADRIAN.

“WHAT WAS THAT FOR?”

“DON’T YOU EVER DARE TO TOUCH HER AGAING DANI OR I WILL KILL YOU.”

“HAHAHAHA NOT IF I KILL HER FIRST.”

SHE QUICKLY GOT HER FEET AND PUSHED LINNA INTO A WALL. CUTTING OFF HER AIR SUPPORT. DANI FELT HERSELF BEING PULLED BY THE HAIR, THEN A HAND WRAPPED ITSELF AROUND HER THROAT. ALMOST BRAKING HER WINDPIPE.

“STOP IT RIGHT THERE. I WILL NOT HAVE YOU KILL SOMEONE IN MY CLUB.”

ADRIAN LOOKED UP. IT WAS MARCUS.

“NOW IM NOT STOPPING YOU TAKE IT OUTSIDE IF YOU REALLY WANT TO KILL HER. ITS NO PROBLEM WITH ME. JUST DON’T LET THERE BE A DROP OF BLOOD ON MY FLOOR.”

ADRIAN LET GO OF DANI. FIRE IN HIS EYES. DANI FELL TO THE GROUND. HE LOOKED DOWN AT HER.

“NEVER EVER TOUCH HER AGAIN OR I WILL KILL YOU. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?”

DANI ONLY NODDED. ADRIAN LOOKED AT LINNA AND MOTIONED HER TO COME TO HIM HE WRAPPED HIS ARM AROUND HER WAIST.

“ARE YOU ALLRIGHT?”

“YES I AM.”

HE LOOKED AT DANI THEN LOOKED AT MARCUS.

“IF SHE EVER BOTHERS ME OR LINNA AGAIN I WILL KILL HER AND NOTHING WILL STOP ME.”

MARCUS ONLY HELD HIS HANDS UP.

“LETS GO.”

 

(ok peeps more story a little bit long sorry for keeping you waiting.)

SORRY GUYS BUT I CANT FIND THE FREAKING SPIRAL NOTEBOOK I WAS WRITING MY STORY IN. I WANT TO UPDATE BUT I CANT REMEMBER HOW THE CHAPTER WENT IM SO SORRY BUT YOULL HAVE TO WAIT TILL I FIND THAT DAMN SPIRAL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BECAUSE IF I WRITE IT JUST LIKE WHATEVER I WONT BE HAPPY AND THEN ILL FEEL BAD IM SO SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ADRIAN WOKE UP HE HAD BEEN DREAMING OF LINNA. BUT THIS TIME SHE HADNT BEEN RUNNING AWAY FROM HIM, BUT TOWARDS HIM. HE SMILED AND REMEMBERED WHAT HAD HAPPENED LAST NIGHT. SHE WAS HIS. FOREVER.  HE GOT UP AND WENT TO LOOK FOR HER. HE FOUND HER WALKING ALONE. HE STAYED IN MIST WACTHING HER. SHE LOOKED SEVERAL TIMES TO SEE WHO WAS FOLLOWING HER.  HE WENT DOWN ONTO THE GROUND AND INTO AN ALLEY. THE NEXT TIME SHE LOOKED BACK SHE WOULD SEE HIM. SHE LOOKED BACK AND JUMPED.

"OH, CRAP YOU SCARED ME."

"WHY? IM NOT HERE TO HURT YOU"

"I KNOW BUT ITS LIKE IF YOU JUST CAME OUT OF NOWHERE. DID YOU?"

"MAYBE..." HE SLOWLY WALKED TO HER "OR MAYBE NOT'

"I DONT LIKE IT WHEN YOU PLAY GAMES WITH ME."

" YOU SEEMED TO LIKE THE ONE WE PLAYED LAST NIGHT. THINKING ABOUT IT YOU EVEN SEEMED TO ENJOY IT."

"HE SAW AS HER BLUSH CREPT HIGHER UP HER NECK. AND TO HER CHEEKS

"THAT CAN NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN"

"WHY?"

"BECAUSE WE JUST CANT"

"WHY NOT?"

SHE JUST SHOOK HER HEAD. HE QUICKLY WAS BY  HER SIDE. HE GRABBED HER UPPER ARM AND REPEATED:

"WHY NOT?"

"BECAUSE, WE JUST CANT. I DONT WANT IT TO HAPPEN AGAIN. I WONT DO IT ANYMORE."

"LISTEN TO ME EVEN THOUGH YOUR SCARED OF WHATS HAPPENING BETWEEN US, THAT NO REASON TO PUNISH ME AND YOU FROM CARNAL PLESURE. YOU KNOW YOU WANT ME AS MUCH AS A WANT YOU.NO MATTER WHAT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE."

"I AM NOT SCARED, AND I DONT WANT YOU EVER."

"ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THAT? DO NOT LIE TO ME. DONT PLAY GAMES WITH ME. I COULD NOT BEAR IT. TELL ME WHAT YOU REALLY FEEL AND DO NOT LIE. I WILL KNOW IF YOU DO."

"I..."

"TELL ME"

"I DO LOVE YOU. BUT IT WILL NEVER WORK OUT. BECAUSE YOUR PART OF THE UNDEAD AND IM ALIVE. IT WILL NEVER WORK OUT. WE CAN NEVER BE TOGETHER.'

A SLOW SMILE SPREAD HIS LIPS. HE LOOKED ABOUT READY TO LAUGH.

"WHAT SO FUNNY?"

""WHATS FUNNY IS THAT YOU SAY WE CANT BE TOGETHER. WE CAN, WE JUST HAVE TO MAKE SOME ADJUSMENTS. YOU ARE NO MY GIRFRIEND. I WILL ASK ALOT OF YOU. OF YOUR TIME. AND I KNOW YOU WILL GET TIRED OF ME. AND BORED. BUT I WILL HAVE YOU FOR ASLONG AS YOU WILL HAVE ME. WILL YOU DO THIS WITH ME?"

LINNA LOOKED AROUND WAS SHE REALLY CONSIDERING GOING OUT WITH A VAMPIRE. HER HEART KEPT SAYING YES. BUT HER MIND PROTESTED. IT KEPT SAYING IT WOULDNT WORK. HER HEART KEPT SAYING SAY YES SAY YES. SHE DIDNT KNOW WICH ONE TO LISTEN TO. SO SHE OPENED HER MOUTH TO SAY SHE HAD TO THINK ABOUT IT. BUT HER MOUTH SAID SOMETHING ELSE.

'YES I WILL."

HAD SHE REALLY SAID THAT. HER HAND QUICKLY WENT TO HER MOUTH, AS IF WANTING TO PUSH BACK THE WORDS. BUT SHE KNEW IT WAS TRUE WHEN A SLOW SMILE SPREAD HIS LIPS.

"ALLRIGHT THEN LET GO."

Who Understands Me But Me

They turn the water off, so I live without water,
they build walls higher, so I live without treetops,
they paint the windows black, so I live without sunshine,
they lock my cage, so I live without going anywhere,
they take each last tear I have, I live without tears,
they take my heart and rip it open, I live without heart,
they take my life and crush it, so I live without a future,
they say I am beastly and fiendish, so I have no friends,
they stop up each hope, so I have no passage out of hell,
they give me pain, so I live with pain,
they give me hate, so I live with my hate,
they have changed me, and I am not the same man,
they give me no shower, so I live with my smell,
they separate me from my brothers, so I live without brothers,
who understands me when I say this is beautiful?
who understands me when I say I have found other freedoms?

I cannot fly or make something appear in my hand,
I cannot make the heavens open or the earth tremble,
I can live with myself, and I am amazed at myself, my love,
my beauty,
I am taken by my failures, astounded by my fears,
I am stubborn and childish,
in the midst of this wreckage of life they incurred,
I practice being myself,
and I have found parts of myself never dreamed of by me,
they were goaded out from under rocks in my heart
when the walls were built higher,
when the water was turned off and the windows painted black.

I followed these signs
like an old tracker and followed the tracks deep into myself,
followed the blood-spotted path,
deeper into dangerous regions, and found so many parts of myself,
who taught me water is not everything,
and gave me new eyes to see through walls,
and when they spoke, sunlight came out of their mouths,
and I was laughing at me with them,
we laughed like children and made pacts to always be loyal,
who understands me when I say this is beautiful?

                                                                                       -Jimmy Santiago Baca

ITS CALLED WEATHER

 

WHETHER THE WEATHER BE FINE,

OR WHETHER THE WEATHER BE NOT,

WHETHER THE WEATHER BE COLD,

OR WHETHER THE WEATHER BE HOT,

WELL WEATHER THE WEATHER,

WHATEVER THE WEATHER,

WHETHER WE LIKE IT OR NOT.

 

                                                   -ANONYMOUS

LINNA WOKE UP, FEELING THE SPOT NEXT TO HER. IT WAS COLD AND EMPTY. SHE SAT UP AND LOOKED AROUND. ADRIAN WAS GO SHE LOOKED OUT OF THE WINDOW. IT WAS DAYLIGHT. SHE GOT OFF THE BED AND FOUND A FOLDED PAPER ON THE TABLE NEXT TO HER BED. SHE OPENED IT, IT ONLY HAD 3 SENTENCES. THE SAID:

"SORRY FOR LEAVING YOU LIKE THIS. THE SUN WAS GOING TO KILL ME. ILL BE BACK TONIGHT.

                                                                    ALWAYS YOURS, ADRIAN"

 

LINNA SAT BACK DOWN, AND ASKED HERSELF. WHY HADNT SHE FOUGHT ADRIAN?  WHY HAD SHE LET HIM INTO HER HOUSE? BUT HER HEAD HAD ANSWERS FOR ALL OF THOSE QUESTIONS. SHE WIPED HER HEAD CLEANOF THOSE THOUGHTS SHE DIDNT WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT. SHE HAD BEEN DOING THAT ALOT LATELY. NOT WANTING TO THINK ABOUT IT. SHE GOT UP AND WALKED TO THE BATHROOM. SHE TOOK A SHOWER. SHE GOT DRESSED AND WENT OUT TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT. UNFORTUNETLY SHE FOUND HER FRIENDS IN THE RESTURANT SHE HAD DECIDED TO EAT AT. SHE REALLY DIDNT WANT TO TALK TO THEM BUT THE HAD ALLREADY SEEN HER AND WERE CALLING TO HER. THEY STARTED WAVING TO HER. THEY HAD STARTED YELLING THE MOMENT SHE HAD COMED IN. SHE SLOWLY WALKED TOWARDS THE TABLE.

"HEY WERE WHERE YOU LAS NIGHT? WE WERE CALLING YOU."

SHE WS ABOUT TO TELL THE SHE HAD BEEN HAVING SEX WITH A VAMPIRE. BUT THEY WOULDNT BELIVE HER.

"I WAS SLEEPING, I GUESS I DIDNT HEAR."

THE DIDNT HEAR WAS TRUE, SHE HAD BEEN TO CAUGHT UP IN ADRIAN. THE I WAS SLEEPING WAS A TOTAL LIE.

"HMMMMM MAYBE YOU JUST WERENT HOME AND YOU DONT WANT TO TELL US"

LINNA LOOKED AT MIKKA AND SMILED.

"AH YOU CAUGHT ME. I WASNT HOME. I WENT TO RUSSOS GRAVE. I NEEDED TO GO SEE HIM."

AH HELL SHE WAS GOING TO HELL. SHE WAS DAMMED FOR LIFE. HOW COULD SHE LIE LIKE THAT. BUT THERE WAS NOTHING SHE COULD DO ABOUT IT NOW. MIKKA REACHED OVER AND TOUCHED LINNAS HAND.

"ITS ALLRIGHT, HUN, WE KNOW YOU MISS HIM. BUT YOU HAVE TO GET OVER IT. HES GONE AND HES NOT COMEING BACK."

MIKKA SMILED TENDERLY AT LINNA.

"I KNOW BUT ITS SO HARD."

"I KNOW I KNOW"

LINNA LOOKED AT HER FRIENDS FACES. THEY ALL HAD SORROW ON THEIR FACES. YUP SHE WAS GOING TO HELL.

ADRIAN FELT AS IF HE WAS IN HEAVEN, AND HED BE DAMMED IF SOMEONE OR SOMETHING COULD RUIN THAT. HE WRAPPED AN ARM AROUND LINNAS ASS, LIFTING HER UP. MAKING HER WRAP HER LEGS AROUND HIS WAIST. HE TOOK THE STAIRS 2 AT A TIME. ONLY RIPPING HIS MOUTH FROM HERS TO ASK WHERE HER ROOM WAS.

""FIRST DOOR TO THE RIGHT."

HE KISSED HER AGAIN, MORE SLOWLY. HE WANTED TO SLOW THINGS DOWN. HE SET HER DOWN ON THE FLOOR OF HER ROOM.

"LINNA WOULD YOU MIND HELPING ME UNDRESS?"

HE LOOKED AT HER. HER LIPS WERE SWOLLEN AND HER HAIR WAS MUSED. SHE ONLY NODDED AS HER HANDS WENT TO THE HEM OF HIS SWEATER. SHE PULLED IT OVER HIS HEAD. DROPPING IT TO THE FLOOR. SHE TOOK A GOOD LOOK AT HIS TORSO.

"DO YOU MIND IF I TOUCH YOU?"

HE ONLY TOOK HER HAND AND SET IT ON ON HIS CHEST. SHE SLOWLY CARESSED HIM. A SMILE SPREAD HER LIPS WHEN SHE FELT HIS NIPLLES HARDEN UNDER HER TOUCH. SHE TRACED HIS ABDOMEN WITH HER FINGERTIPS. SHE LOVED HOW HIS MUSCLES QUIVERED UNDER HER TOUCH. SHE LOOKED UP AT HIM HIS EYES WERE CLOSED. SHE DECIDED TO HURRY THINGS UP. HER HANDS WENT TO THE BUTTON OF HIS PANTS. HE OPENED HIS EYES TO SEE HER UNZIP HIS PANTS. SHE PUSHED THEM DOWN LEAVING HIM IN HIS BRIEFS. SHE STEPPED BACK, AND WAS ABOUT TO TAKE HER SHIRT OFF, WHEN HE STOPPED HER.

"LET ME DO IT."

HE STEPPED FOWARD. HE YANKED HER SHIRT OFF HER. WANTING TO TOUCH HER HE TOUCHED HER STOMACH THEN PUT HIS HANDS ON HER WAITS DRAWING HER TO HIM. AT THE SAME TIME PUSHING HER SKIRT DOWN. IT FELL AT HER FEET. LEAVING HER IN HER BRA AND PANTIES ONLY. HIS ARMS ENCIRCLED HER WAIST. HIS MOUTH KISSING HERS. HE SLOWLY WALKED TO WARD HER BED. HE UNHOOKED HER BRA LETTING IT FALL TO THE GROUND. HE SLOWLY LOWERED HER ONTO THE BED. STILL KISSING HER, HE POSITIONED HIMSELF ON TOP OF HER.

"IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS." HE WISPHERED IN HER EAR.

"NO YOU HAVENT I HAVE. YOUVE HAD MANY BEFORE ME.  BUT YOUR MY FIRST, I HOPE YOU DONT MAKE ME REGRET IT."

"I WONT, I PROMISE."

HE LOOKED DOWN AT HER BODY.

"HMMMMMM, YOU STILL HAVE ONE UNDERGARMENT ON. WHAT SHOULD WE DO WITH IT? I DONT KNOW, YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO."

WELL YOU TAKE IT OFF."

"REALLY IS THAT WHAT YOU DO?"

HE SMILED AT HER WICKEDLY. HE HOOKED HIS INDEX FINGER ON THE TOP OF HER UNDERWEAR, AND SLOWLY PULLED IT DOWN. SHE ARCHED HER HIPS, LETTING HER UNDERWEAR SLIDE DOWN HER LEGS. WHEN IT WAS OFF HER, HE HELD IT UP, LOOKED AT HER, AND THREW IT AWAY.

"BUT YOU STILL AHVE YOUR BRIEFS ON."

"WELL IT SEEMS I DO. BUT WE CAN FIX THAT."

HE GOT UP GRABBED THE TOP OF HIS BRIEFS, AND PULLED IT DOWN. HE LOOKED AT HER, SHE HAD BEEN ON HER ELBOWS NOW SHE JUST FEEL BACKWARD AND GROANED. HE CHUCKLED AND LAID DOWN NEXT TO HER. TAKING HER CHIN IN HIS HAND HE TURNED HER FACE FOR HER TO LOOK AT HIM. HE KISSED HER LIGTHLY. WANTING TO SLOWLY EASE HER. HER HAND WAS ON HER CHEEK, HE SLOWLY HE SLOWLY MOVE IT DOWN TO CUP HER BREAST. HE SLOWLY STARTED TO ROLL THE NIPPLE BETWEEN HIS FINGERS. HER HANDS WERE IN HIS HAIR PULLING HIM TOWARDS HER. HE LEFT HER BREAST AND STARTED GOING DOWN. HE STOPPED WHERE HER HEAT WAS MORE INTENSE. HE PARTED HER LIPS AND FOUND HER CLIT. HE MASSAGED IT CIRCLING IT WITH HIS FINGER.

"YOUR SO READY FOR ME."

"IF I AM THEN TAKE ME, NOW."

HE POSINTINED HIMSELF BETWEEN HER THIGHS. SHE COULD FELL THE HEAD OF HIS PENIS AT HER ENTRACE. HE SLOWLY ENTERED HER. LINNA GASPED, HE FELT SO AKWARD AND FOREING. HER BODY SEEMED TO TIGHTEN WHEN IT FELT HIM TRYING NOT TO LET HIM IN BUT AT THE SAME TIME IT SEEMED TO EXPAND. SHE GASPED WHEN HE PIERCED HER HYMEN. HE LET HER RECOVER FOR A WHILE THEN STARTED TO MOVE INSIDE HER.  HIS HAND WENT DOWN WHERE THEY WERE JOINED AND FOUND HER CLIT ONCE AGAIN. HE PINCHED IT WITH HIS THUMB AND INDEX FINGER. HER HIPS BUCKED TRYING TO PUSH HIM DEEPER INSIDE OF HER. SHE WRAPPED HER LEGS AROUND HIM. PULLING HIM INSIDE OF HER. SHE BURIED HER HANDS IN HIS HAIR BRINGING HIS MOUTH DOWN TO HERS. SHE TOUCHED HIM CARESSED HIS BACK WHILE ARCHING HER BACK MEETING HIS RHYTHM. ADRIAN FETL HER TENSE, HIS MOVE BECAME MORE FRENZIED, UNTIL SHE LET OUT HIS  NAME OUT OF HER LIPS. HER BODY WENT LIMP, HE CAME SECONDS AFTER HER. HE FELL ON TOP OF HER. HE COULDNT MOVE, HE LIKED TO FEEL HER SOFT SKIN AGAINST HIS. HE TOUGHT LINNA WAS ASLEEP BUT THEN HE FELT HER PLAYING WITH HIS HAIR PULLING IT LIGHTLY.

"THAT WAS GREAT."

"JUST GREAT, OR SOMETHING MORE, YOU KNOW YOUR HURTING MY EGO RIGHT NOW."

"OK OK IT WAS MORE THAN GREAT, I CANT EXPLAING IT."

"MY LOVING HAS NO EXPLAINING."

SHE LAUGHED AT THAT. SHE WRIGGLED UNDER HIM. HE ROLLED OF HER HE PULLED HER TO HIM.

"ARENT YOU SLEEPY?"

"YES I AM."

"THEN SLEEP ILL SEE YOU LATER."

"WHAT?"

"I MEAN WHENYOU WAKE UP."

"OH OK"

WITH THAT SHE SUDDENLY FELL ASLEEP. HE STAYED AWAKE LOVING HOW PEACEFUL SHE LOOKED.

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LINNA LOOKED AT HER CEILING. SHE WAS LYING ON HER BED. NOT MOVING. SHE HADNT GONE OUT SINCE THAT DAY. DESPAIR WAS EATING AT HER. SHE PASSED HER TIME LYING ON HER BED. HER FRIENDS STARTED TO WONDER WERE SHE WAS AND HAD STARTED TO CALL HER. SHE ANSWERED HER PHONE ONCE IN A WHILE TO LET THEM NOW SHE WAS OK. THE PHONE WAS RINGING NOW. SHE WASNT GOING TO ANSWER IT. SHE KEPT ON WANTING TO GO BACK TO HIM. SHE ALWAYS STARTED TO GO TOHIM. BUT IN THE END SHE HESITATED AND DIDNT GO. SHE MISSED HIM THERES WAS NOTHING ELSE TO IT. SUDDENLY, THERE WAS A KNOCK ON DOOR.  SHE GOT UP. THANK GOD, THE LIGHTS WERE OFF. INCASE SHE DIDNT WANT TO OPEN. SHE LOOKED THROUGH THE PEEPHOLE. SHE STEPPED BACK.

"LINNA OPEN THE DOOR. I KNOW YOUR IN THERE. I CAN HEAR YOUR HEARTBEAT."

SHE STEPPED CLOSER TO THE DOOR.

"WHAT DO YOU WANT?"

"I JUST WANT TO TALK TO YOU, PLEASE."

" ADRIAN, PLEASE GO AWAY. GO HOME."

"I CANT. I WONT. I NEED TO TALK TO YOU. "

"ALLRIGHT, BUT AFTER WE TALK YOU HAVE TO GO AWAY. PLEASE."

"YES I WILL, I PROMISE WITH MY HEART."

"OK THEN"

LINNA UNLOCKED THE DOOR. TOOK THE CHAIN OFF AND OPENED IT SLOWLY. HE PUSHED IT WIDE OPEN. HE ENTERED, CLOSING THE DOOR BEHIND HIM, PULLED HER AGAINST HIM.

 

" I FORGOT TO TELL YOU, I HAVE NOT HEART."

AND WITH THAT HE BROUGHT HIS MOUTH DOWN ON HERS. SHE WRAPPED HER ARMS AROUND HIS NECK. WANTING TO TOUCH HIM.  SHE DIDNT EVEN THINK OF FIGHTING. HE KISSED HER LIKE IF HE HADNT KISSED HER IN A MILLION YEARS. EAGERLY, DEPERLY, AND HUNGRILY. HIS MOUTH DEVOURED HERS. HIS HANDS ROAMED HER BODY. LINNA MOANED AGAINST HIM. HIS HANDS TUGGED AT HER SHIRT. WANTING TO UNDRESS HER AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE. WANTING TO TOUCH HER SOFT CREAMY SKIN. WITH A DESPERATION HE COULD NOT CONTROL OR COMPREHEND.

 

(SEX SCENE NEXT CHAPTER.)

1 WEEK LATER

ADRIAN ROAMED HIS CORRIDORS. HIS HOME FELT SO EMPTY. HE HAD LONG AGO DISMISSED HIS SERVANTS. HE ONLY WENT OUT TO FEED. BUT HE ALWAYS CAME BACK HERE, TO REMBER HE WAS ALONE, AND THAT HE WOULOD NEVER HAVE HER AGAIN. HE DAMMED THE DAY HE HAD HEARD HER IN THAT ALLEY. EVER SINCE SHE HAD LEFT HE HAD STARTED DREAMING ABOUT HER. HE HAD NEVER DREAMED BEFORE. . HER FACE ALWAYS FLASHED BEHIND HIS EYES WHEN HE FED. HE SHOULD OF KEPT HER CAPTIVE. LET HER GO WHEN HE HAD HIS FILL OF HER. BECAUSE AFTER THAT SHE WOULD NEVER WANT TO SEE HIM EVER AGAIN. BUT HE KNEW HE WOULD ALWAYS WANT HER. HE WANTED HER RIGHT NOW. BUT THERE WAS NOTHING HE COULD DO ABOUT IT.

 

(SORRY SO SHORT BUT THATS THE WAY IT GOES.)

 

"LISTEN, I DID IT ALL JUST FOR YOU. NO ONE IS GOING TO HURT SOMETHING THAT IS MINE..."

"IM NOT YOURS." SHE INTERRUPTED.

HE WENT ON AS IF SHE HADNT INTERRUPTED.

"HES DEAD HE WONT HURT YOU AGAIN. I WONT LET ANYTHING HURT YOU."

SHE JUST REPEATED. "IM NOT YOURS."

"WE WILL SHE ABOUT THAT. YOU KNOW YOUR GOING TO BE MINE. FROM THE MOMENT I TOOK YOUR BLOOD. I CAN STILL TASTE IT ON MY TOUNGE."

HE STILL HAD HER CAGED. SHE LOOKED AROUND. THE MOON SHIFTED AND THE LIGHT LANDED ON A BED. SHE LOOKED AT IT AND BLUSHED. HE LOOKED AT IT AND A WICKED SMILE SPREAD HIS LIPS.

"YOU ACT LIKE IF YOUVE NEVER SEEN A BED BEFORE. WHY BLUSH? YOU SLEEP ON ONE EVERYDAY. THERES NOTHING DIFFRENT ABOUT THIS ONE."

SHE DIDNT SAY ANYTHING, THERE WAS NOTHING TO SAY. SHE JUST TREID TO GO UNDER HIS ARM. SHE WOULD OF GOTTEN AWAY IF HE HADNT WRAPPED AND ARM AROUND HER WAIST.

"UNLESS OF COURSE, ITS NOT SLEEPING YOUR THINKING ABOUT."

SHE COULD FEEL HIS BREATH ON HER CHEEK. HE LET GO OF HER AND LOOKED AT HER FACE.

" I WAS RIGHT YOUR NOT THINKING OF SLEEPING."

HER BLUSH CREPT HIGHER.

"LET ME GO, I DONT WANT ANYTHING WITH YOU."

"ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THAT? HAVE YOU EVER HAD SEX WITH A VAMPIRE? OR ANYONE ELSE FOR THAT MATTER. TELL ME DID YOU EVER HAVE SEX WITH RUSSO? NO YOU NEVER DID. I KNOW BECAUSE THE  DAY I KILLED HIM, I WAS JUST GOING TO GIVE HIM A LITTLE SCARE. I ASKED HIM WHY HAD HE KISSED THE OTHER GIRL. HE ONLY SAID THAT THE GIRL WOULD PUT OUT NOT LIKE HIS CURRENT GIRLFRIEND.  HE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU. I KNEW. SO I GRABBED HIM BY THE NECK, AND SANK MY FANGS INTO HIM. THE NEXT THING I KNEW HE WAS DEAD. I DO NOT REGRET IT. I WOULD KILL HIM ALL OVER AGAIN JUST FOR YOU."

AFTER THAT HE GRABBED HER BY HER WRIST.

"NO, NO HE WOULD NEVER SAY THAT. LET ME GO. I LOVE HIM."

SHE TRIED TO SHAKE HIS HAND OFF.

"THERE YOU SAID IT YOU LOVED HIM. YOU DONT ANYMORE. YOU NEED TO GET OVER HIM. HE NEVER LOVED YOU."

"NO"

TEARS WERE RUNNING DOWN HER FACE. SHE WAS SHAKING.

"HE ONLY WANTED YOU FOR YOUR BODY. I DO TOO, BUT I LOVE YOU. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU."

SHE PUSHED HIM AWAY. HE LET HER GO.

SHE DIDNT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. HE HAD JUST KILLED SOMEBODY SHE HAD LOVED. SHE DIDNT KNOW WHAT SHE WAS GOING TO DO NOW. HE HAD JUST ADMITTED THAT HE WANTED HER. AND SHE HAD TO ADMIT SHE WANTED HIM ASWELL. BUT SHE COULDNT LET THE FACT GO THAT HE JUST KILLED A PERSON DEAR TO HER. SHE LOOKED AT HIM.

"TAKE ME HOME. I DONT WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE. I DONT WANT TO KNOW ABOUT YOU ANYMORE. I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN."

"BUT..."

" BUT NOTHING. I HAVE ALLREADY MADE UP MY MIND. I EXPECT YOU TO RESPECT THAT. PLEASE JUST TAKE ME HOME, PLEASE."

"ALLRIGHT BUT PLEASE THINK ABOUT IT MORE. BUT DONT BE TO LATE. I WILL PROBLABLY HAVE SOMEBODY ELSE BY THEN."

HE LOOKED AT HER. SHE WASNT LOOKING AT HIM. HE JUST NODDED.

"LETS GO."